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October 14th, 2009

02:06 am - I blame the public education system.
It is 2 a.m.
I cannot sleep.
My neck really hurts,
as does my frontal lobe.
I have spent an hour and a half
google stalking people.
I feel like a creep.
Lately I have felt sad,
I don't know why.
So I ask myself,
"why are you sad?"
And I answer,
"because I'm lonely."
But I don't know if I really am.
Lonely, that is.
I might be stressed.
I might be sleep deprived.
But I don't think any of that's it.
I think I miss someone I have never met.
That's stupid.
It would imply some sort of soulmate theory,
one perfect person for everyone.
I do not believe in this.
But I do believe in Carl Jung's
collective unconscious.
The most common dream is that one's teeth are falling out.
How would that be possible without a collective unconscious?
But then that would mean
that dreams are meaningful.
Not the brain's attempt to make sense of random firings.
Sometimes I think about things too much.
Lately my stomach has been hurting.
Especially when I think about things like this.
Or when I google-stalk.
I'm still a creep.


I sometimes have ideas like,
I want to fly a kite.
The idea just pops into my head
and it seems so fun.
And then I think,
that would be adorable and eccentric.
And then I decide I'm going to do it.
And then I realize I want to do it now,
not because I would find joy in kite flying,
but because I want to appear adorable and eccentric.
When I realize these things my stomach hurts.



Here's a poem I wrote at my speech writing retreat in Palm Springs:

Ode to Forensics Retreat
sixteen hours of writing completely rewritten
thanks Microsoft word for checking my spelling
thesauruses suggesting words that don't fit
bagles, burritos, and soup
headphones, google, and tears

I don't give a shit what you've eaten today.

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September 9th, 2009

11:11 pm - What I am doing in life
Twice a week I work for 8 hours. I go to school for 13 hours once a week. I am driving to school then to work then back to school twice a week.
2+2+1=5.
If you want to see me you have to compete for the other two days a week. Compete with each other and with sleep.
I love you.
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September 5th, 2009

11:55 pm

  • 01:27 I feel quiet. Quiet but comfy. Safe. #

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August 30th, 2009

11:55 pm

  • 12:20 Moving is easy when you've adopted the leadership role. #

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July 28th, 2009

08:37 pm - NYC!!!
I leave for NYNY in 25 hours!

Fuck! I've never been to the east coast, let alone the Greatest City Ever!*

I'M SO EXCITED... I'M SO EXCIIIIIIITED... I'M SO...SCARED....



*According to various musicals.

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July 15th, 2009

11:50 pm
 My Twitter has given up on me. Apparently.

I'm supposed to write a letter to myself or God for Becky and James. I've got nothing.

Are you there God? It's me, Emily.

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June 28th, 2009

11:56 pm

  • 11:45 My computer just died. I was reading ONTD! and it just turned off. It's rebooting now - like Jesus. #

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June 27th, 2009

11:56 pm
  • 17:33 Noelle just discribed xmen in terms of twilight. I don't know how to feel about this. #
  • 18:52 Hellmouth? #
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June 26th, 2009

11:56 pm

  • 20:08 Neville Longbottom is def. the shit. #

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June 25th, 2009

11:56 pm
  • 14:15 Everything is falling into place! #
  • 16:27 Candy found at the bottom of my purse never tastes as sweet as it should. #
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June 24th, 2009

11:56 pm
  • 09:13 It's only wed. #
  • 16:31 I just ate a ton of lip balm... I might barf. #
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June 23rd, 2009

11:56 pm
  • 11:41 Always love. #
  • 16:32 Math is fucking hard. #
  • 20:41 @nikoless I'm locking it down. #
  • 22:34 I'm spending my 25th in NYC! It's a fact as of right now! What should I do there? Where should I go? Help!!! #
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09:11 pm - Personal Ad
 I like long walks on the beach and jungle juice. 

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June 22nd, 2009

11:56 pm
  • 10:08 NYC vs. LA #
  • 13:35 I dreamt i was already failing math. #
  • 16:47 Gabby and i have cross media communications about vampire sex. You wish you were us. #
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June 21st, 2009

11:56 pm

  • 12:25 Summer school stars tomorrow. Currently I am bored with everything. #

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June 20th, 2009

11:56 pm
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June 19th, 2009

11:57 pm

  • 21:02 I got too nervous. I'm waiting for the cover of darkness. #

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June 17th, 2009

11:56 pm
  • 10:11 That New Moon trailer has everything! Sex, heartache, wolves, scenic views, even vampire fighting... So damn intriguing! #
  • 15:52 From noelle: FWD: I just saw dis bum kiss marie of da donny n marie poster! N den he just laughed n walked away #
  • 22:33 6 inches of sandwich is never enough. 1 foot of sandwich is always too much. What an enigma. #
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June 15th, 2009

11:56 pm
  • 09:34 Worst headache ever. #
  • 14:22 I cut my long baby hair, Stole me a dog-eared map, And called for you everywhere. #
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June 12th, 2009

11:56 pm

  • 11:38 Diet mt. Dew and sun chips. That's a breakfast. #

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